I AM GOING TO THE CHURCH THIS SUNDAYYYY!!!!FIRST TIME EVER....in my entire life!!!! my friend invited me..yayyy...
Easter break is finally here toooo!!! 
God..those smileys never work here...tut tut tut...
I am going to take my digi cam, hoping they would allow it there...I really wanna take pictures of the architecture from the inside..the activities taking place..etc etc..
insh'Allah insh'Allah...
nas2alukum al duaa
I am bored..and I am supposed to be studying my chemistry, math, and english..But i can't help it..you just take a glance at the gigantic amount of work I have to do, next minute you find yourself out of breath and BOM..fainted :P Anyway, will get back to them soon..So lately..I am preparing for another presentation (yes lol, you see me talking about pres.'s a lot, 'cause I hate them with a passion!) and that one is about presenting a "symbol" or rather a living thing that is valuable and significant to your homecountry's culture or an entire region/state etc. hmmm..so I was thinking ...and umm..I ended up with the "Palm Tree" *blinks* LOL...well I couldn't think of anything else, since she provided us with examples like the "eye", the "moon" , "love" hmm love is NOT a living thing!!!HMPH!!..Anyways, so I certainly do think that the palm tree is a vital factor in the middle east’s economy and such..if not all, well Iraq definitely is. You can live just by it alone…I can go on forever…ohhhhh and I can even relate it to Mary’s (AS) story giving birth to Prophet Jesus (AS) under the PALM tree!! It better be in the Bible though :/ never trust those revisers..gotta check it.
anyway....So I am reading KITE RUNNER TOO!!!an awesome book! I finally got it last week after waiting for appx two months or so just to get the order in...*roll eyes* ... ..still in the first chapters though, but you gotta love all the reviews...esp. from the ones i heard on SC :P and it's about shia afghans i believe...Very thrilling!!
what else...ohhhh..and a few hours ago I just talked to my cousin in UK who got married just yesterday :D well...not entirely, but the "katb ktab/3aqed" thing is done..lol dunno its name in english, but it's the thing that's done before the wedding as in they have reserved each other :P...May God bless her...
ok..me blabbered enough..off the internet...
so addictive...God... :D wassalam!
Congratulations to the Lady of the worlds and the rold model of all women, Al Zhara Al Batool (AS), and to Imam Al Hujja Saheba Al Zaman (AJF) and to all the lovers of AhlulBayt (AS) on this most auspicious joyous occasion celebrating the killing of the criminals of the blessed Progeny (AS) on Karbala and the death of the 2nd filthy khalifa who burned the house of Fatima (AS) and this day also marks the beginning of the Imamate of Imam Mahdi (AJF)...May Allah hasten his re-appearance.
Ifra7 Yal Mowali
Far7at Al Zahra
Mubarak once again!
Now I'm sitting here and it's past 1:30 a.m ...all alone...all hurt and distressed...School is tomorrow and I haven't even gone to sleep yet. I am so speechless...I am so tired of myself...why do I continuously have the tendency of hurting people's feelings? Why do I not learn from my mistakes? why do I always choose the wrong words at the wrong time? Did I not learn how to choose wiser and more pleasant words? ahhhhh....I keep on doing this...I stab hearts, and shatter words without even giving it a second to think about it...I mean even if I were joking or playing around, and by Allah, I never mean it, but they'd always take it personally *sighsssss* I dunno what to do...this hasn't happened for the first time, nor the second, nor the third...but several times! It's so sad...It tears my heart aparts whenever hearing their angelic voice whipsering cries and seeing tears rolling down their cheeks...
It leaves me in such an unbelievable misery ...I am so tired of myself wallah...so tired and I don't know what to do....
Perhaps I need to work more on building my personality...my vocabs, and better understanding of others' feelings...I don't seem to be successful really, but I'll just have to keep trying...This life isn't just fair sometimes...
I am off to sleep....keep me in your duaas!
